Friday, January 13, 2006:
it just had to happen again..
trust. heh. what a powerful word. i'm not going to depend on anyone again. not going to open up, and make myself vulnerable.
anyway. i'm at work now. just had lunch and i'm stuffed. ate too much already. had a wonderful lunch with chris and his uncle and eugene at this wayy cool western place and i had salmon teriyaki and it was yummy. (: thanks to uncle francis for treating us to lunch! hehehe. have to go clear the upstairs store room again. its a mess. and the designers are laughing at us cos we procrastinate a whole lot.. ITS SO SO DIRTY UP THERE. my hands get all. black and dusty. heehee.
actually. i'm quite glad i'm away from home. at least i have time away from facing the leaving thing. sigh. talked to ben last night on msn. he's a great youth leader.. (: and i'm glad that i told him some stuff, and i guess getting advice from an adult is always more comforting and reassuring.. i shall keep myself focussed on my God. and keep talking to Him. i guess its going to be hard, especially if i fall away, cos i dont have anyone to push me back and keep me strong. but i guess i shall not worry about all of these now. i will let God control my life and run it for me. (:
a shout of praise.
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